Pissed...

I was actually working very hard, processing files and not surfing the web. I was pretending that I didn't know I was to be moved down while hoping that my understanding supervisor would forget about the whole thing. My hopes came crashing down when she came from behind and say "please get ready your stuff and we're moving you down after lunch".

Like I said, I need to get to the bottom of things else I would remain rigid in my seat, unmoving. So I asked. Turns out, it was another executive officer that need my space for her subordinate. How unfair is that? First, one of her subordinate is taking the space behind me making me feeling really cramp out. Next she's conquering the entire space and kicking me out of the picture.

I mean what I say when I'm going to show them a LOW output. From tomorrow onwards, I will bring the book that I could never finish, and finish them during office hours. I will STOP processing files once and for all and collect my pay still.

I gave my supervisor an attitude that kills. It could have been more. But I was restraining myself. Because deep down I know she don't deserve it. At least, it wasn't her own idea to move me down. I just want her to know that she is moving me down against my will. And that's all I want her to know.

I can give you a million reasons for not moving down. Firstly, there's isn't any photocopier machine at the 4th floor, so when I need to photocopy something, I need to come back up to 7th floor to do that. And in my job scope, lots of photocopying is required. Secondly, there's no microwave in the 4th floor so if I need to heat up my food, I need to come back up to 7th floor to do that again. Moreover, I'm not sure if they have a phone in 7th floor because I need a phone for the agents to contact me. Lastly and most importantly, all my friends are here. I like it here in 7th floor. I have Mingyan and Hidayah here. And I enjoy crossing over to Sham & Aidah's place where all of us gather for teabreaks and chat together. That's not going to happen when I move to 4th floor. I will be isolated. 4th floor is practically empty!

On the bright side though, no Ex-O (read: assholes) would be at 4th floor so I can surf all I can there. Heck, I can even take a nap openly there. I guess there's nothing I can do now except to be optimistic about this whole issue.

To hell with IPOS.