I know I haven't been blogging much lately.

It's not that nothing much has been happening in my life lately. I just attended two of my closest girlies 21st (one fr JC, one fr Sec) in 2 consecutive days.. when i'm barely recovered from my fever and throat infection.

Neither is it that I haven't been spending enough time online. I've been doing wicked junior, friendster surfing, reading questionable content and just plain blog surfing... but I simply could not find the motivation to blog.

Why?

I have no idea. I know that more people has been reading my blog now and I suppose that could be one of the reasons. I know this is my blog and I can post anything I want (except anything that would result me in a libel suit from the PAP or anything that sounded racist). But sometimes I just feel like the expectation is too much. And it's dumb because I know no one is expecting anything. But somehow I just feel I can't blog as freely as before. Not that I don't love the sweet words of concern left on my tagboard. I wouldn't trade them for anything. But that's just it isn't it? I don't feel like I'll be able to blog anything interesting enough to keep readers on my blog. And I want to keep my readers.

Or perhaps this is one of those weird short phase I'm experiencing again. Perhaps very soon I might just start blogging like nobody's business again.