I really truly deeply wish that it's the holidays already. In fact, I already feel and act like it is so. On top of that, I just want my holiday to never end.

I have absolutely no mood to do anything nowadays. I am absolutely nonchalant about my marketing project due this week and even as I worry about failing my corp reporting, I find it highly difficult to muster any motivation to study it.

I have this urge to write the harry potter fan fic I never got around finishing. I was disrupted by the start of the sem earlier in august and I managed to divert this interest and put my school work first. But as the end of the year nears, plus the recent screening of the 4th movie, I find myself thinking up new plots and reading up other fan-fics again.

Also, I want to start sewing and selling my clothes. I've drawn up so many feasible designs already and I'm having difficulty restraining myself in starting because I know once I start, I'll never stop.

And because of my guilt that deters me from doing the above 2 things I want to do, yet a lack of interest in doing what I should be doing, I ended up doing abbsolutely nothing. And that, upon reflection, makes me feel even more frustrated because I am simply wasting my time away!

Tell me, what can I do now?