Okay, I think my insomnia is back.

I havent slept a wink. And I'm not tired.

It's not that I didn't try. I lie on the bed for about an hour, all this time my heart pumping quickly, my veins full of adrenaline, my brain cells working over time - thinking about my sewing, about harry potter, about school - and I decided to get up and get some sewing done since my head can't stop thinking about it.

And that's when I notice, tiny little baby cockroaches started crawling around my room, one by one at different intervals (with me killing it one by one) Roughly after 3 in less than 10mins, I freaked out. I woke my mom up.

Actually, ever since we found an adult cockroach a few days back, I've been seeing random baby roaches around. But it's only after just several hours ago did I realise the severity of the situation. I started overturning every part of my room, cleaning every corner, but still I can't find the source. My mom said it's because of all the old clothes I've been digging out to sell (they're lying around in heaps of plastic bags) giving them places to hide. I wanted her to help me dig out every corner of the entire house but she refused. She said she doesn't have the time (she just left for malaysia with my brother) and she said "it's just cockroach. They'll just go away if you keep the place clean and tidy."

But it's not just cockroach. It's the creature that disgust me the most. It's the pest that will send me running 10 feet away. And who knows when they'll actually go away. I don't want to be sleeping with them. Even if it's only the tiny ones the size of an ant.

And this only fuel my insomnia.

I'm too restless to sleep and I'm too scared to sleep. So how can one sleep in such a state of mind?

I should have taken part in the subaru challenge.

I could be driving to school right now.