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Today I went to the Goldwell audition for haircut models. Many many girls turned up and I even saw Lingli there. We were supposed to just catwalk on the stage for one round and they'll just choose us.

The reason of my sigh is not coz I didn't get through. In fact, it's the opposite. Those London stylists were trying decide which style to give who and there was this style, Rush, that requires cutting and several girls refused to do it. I was actually supposed to do something else called Volume. Then one skinhead stylist came over and started playing with my hair and asked if I mind doing a cut like "this" while he placed two hands like a knife on both sides of my face. I was under the impression of a Charlize Theron in Aeon Flux - you know, slope all the way down to the fringes

That they did, but more dramatic. It's like super long sides, and ultra short back, and I really hate the shortness of the back. It actually looked pretty good from the front and I was pleased with the cut until I saw the back.

But what's the most disastrous thing is... the colour of my hair. The base remain black, and they bleach certain parts so that it looks super yucky yellowish. It's like the tackiest combination. They actually wanted to add some violet and brown into the bleach but after 3 re-dyes, my stubborn hair just refuse to absorb the colour. And from 9am in the morning, I left the place at 7+pm. I was the last to leave because I was sitting in the corner so my stylist kept forgetting to attend to me, and plus the fact that I had to do so many redyes.

It's all in all a crappy experience, and tomorrow I still gotta spend one full day and night at Orchard hotel for the show, wearing stupid skimpy slutty clothes with my ugly hair. Hopefully my stylist will redye my hair again. She too seems dissatisfied with the yellowness of my hair. Actually I think bleached yellow is fine as long as the base is not black. You know like brown and blond. But black and blond is just so gross.

Argh!!!! I wonder why I bothered to go to this thing in the first place. Especially when school is really busy and I'll be wasting 2 whole days with them. And me becoming uglier than I was before. I know I am being whiny now but I can't help it! God I hate the mirror.